She’s idolised by many but her life is far from being a happy one. For weird Nollywood actress cum singer Tonto Dikeh, yet another proof that all that glitters is not gold merged following her confession that she nearly committed suicide.

In comments that went with a photo she uploaded on her instagram page, Tontolet, as she likes to be called, hinted she was tempted to end it all by her problems. Though she didn’t disclose the nature of the problems, News Express reports that her career has not been flourishing on account of her endless controversies, and that she even risked jail when she uploaded photos of her doing drugs on Twitter.

Whatever the case, the weird performance who nearly went naked at Inyanya’s recent wild London concert said she was happy she didn’t succeed. She wrote:

“WokeUp happy n decided to share diz***I've bin here b4 n I can tell u we stronger Dan our problemz/painz/Etc**That day I realized SUICIDE iz for COWARDZ**if u’ve gat no1 to talk to like mii I suggezt u strt wit GOD,diz shitzzzz crazy(world) but it iz Ourz dnt leave it in SHAME,ILOVEU” —Tonto Dikeh.